Friday, November 9, 2007
IT was the first day of the show Fight Club, everything went well and according to plan and i felt everyone did an awesome job.So when i went backstage and saw i note on my bag, i thought it was a joke done by Derrick.So i shouted, Derrick, why did you write 'Stop Standing at The Fucking Front'. ( This was kinda like a in-prompt-to and a more of react to others show, so u get to choose where to stand and stuff, it has to be random- ORGANSIED CHAOS). Derrick was in the toilet, he did not hear it but others did (Whoops, here come the gossips).When Derrick came out....he was like...Alan....How can you say i wrote that....i had to explain to him i thought it was a joke.So what was it?I started pondering...if it wasnt Derrick who could it be.First from a Joke, i started to fear this message.Does somebody wanna kill me...Should i protect myself....Maye i should have bodyguards. So i started focusing on what this person might do to me, what rumors he might spread and stuff...just because i landed in front of the stage on certain timings.
My natural reaction is to pray, and God has a very practical way of dealing with you.So it dawned upon me, call it a Revelation...or call it God's Voice, i dont mind...Gos shifted my focus to the message again...mymy....why God why...but i had to think of what the message actually meant again.I recalled it word by word.
My natural reaction as a studying Architect to be was to plot out a stage (plan view) and I started putting where i was standing at every minute, from what i could remember.And my GOSH....the HORRORS....i was standing right at the front almost 60% to 70% of the time.This person (even though he/she was crude) was actually right! Even though he had to use such a tactic to get my attention he/she was RIGHT!, although it would have been nice if he/she told me face to face politely.So yeah, mysterious person, thanks for telling me about it, i was unconsciously doing it and you pointed it out.So yeah, i am not afraid of a person trying to stalk or kill me...or am i going to find the prankster who might have put it there.Rather i know what to do on the second run.Different people have different ways of putting their message across and i totally understand that.
**And i am so sure people are going to ask about this incident today.lol
GOGOGO! For our second Night today.All the Best!
Seeya Tonight!